I wish you all the best with that. I’ve tried many times and have failed many times too. Their responses are always the same as the ones you mentioned where they will just say to not question God and His words. The ones that do engage with a critical discussion with me are just as open minded as you are or are atheists. I also keep getting told that my place in hell is all but booked so after awhile, I just couldn’t be bothered to engage with people who will not give you a chance.