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Lately, I’ve been getting the feeling of anxiousness more often than I’d usually do. This sense of anxiousness or nervousness comes and stays for a while before it disappears after I do some breathing exercises to calm myself down. But it’s been happening way too often and I’ve come to find out the cause of it.
When you find out about a problem and you manage to even pinpoint the exact reason as to what is causing the problem, you’d usually do something to fix that problem, right? And most of the time, you’d do it quickly.
However, for me, this problem is something that, although relatively easy to fix, I’m finding hard to do.
It’s like you’re slowly drowning on a sinking ship and you know that you have to get off the ship before you die but for some reason, you just can’t. Maybe you’re scared of going into the bigger ocean/sea or you’re afraid of the water but if you don’t do something, you will drown and die.
And that’s what I’m facing at the moment.
I won’t say exactly what it is that is making me feel like I’m drowning, although if you’ve been following me long enough, you should know by now what I’m…
